3 hours ago
Late Night Rants:
I lost a lot of friends and followers while with this account because of how I was in the past year with my bullshit drama over my ex’s, my childish antics, and how I looked at life thanks to the abuse I got from Jax. But, I hope I can change that and fix my mistakes to have those I hurt or have hate me to forgive me and see that I’m trying to be better then I use to be. Yes I’m getting the help I need, yes I’m getting away from my ex and making sure that everyone even myself makes sure to keep him away from me on here and Messenger/Facebook forever, and yes I know what I did in my past was wrong. I shouldn’t have taken my anger and stress from Jax out on my friends and you guys because it was Jax who I should have gone off on instead of my friends, followers, and my ex Chris who was just trying to help me stay away from him. I shouldn’t have lost control of my emotions like I did with everyone who was trying to help me, I just couldn’t take the stress plus my depression and anxiety was through the roof so it got the best of me and I took it out on everyone who was in contact with me and with that, now some of the people who where once my friends hates me now and those who stayed with me even after are or even have been disappointed at me still think I should have acted maturely. Some close friends of mine named Wynter, Kara, Anthony, And even though we aren’t on good terms, Max, tried to help me and I snapped at them and didn’t take they’re advice because I thought I could handle it my way and handle it on my ownwell I couldn’t. I’m trying to go back to how I use to be before I ever met Jax as with you guys showing me that I can do it and you guys show me your positivity and support, it helps me a lot. I hope maybe one day I can have forgiveness from my friends and we work something out, if not then I can live with that.
In her skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string
Learned to fly
If you want her back, gotta let her shine🎶
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