2 hours ago
The waiting game, is here again for us. And honestly every time I forget how emotionally exhausting it is.
This time it isn’t only Taz and I affected by it but our precious Ez too. When my water broke the nurses didn’t even want me to leave hospital I had to beg and cry haha and then they let me leave but made me promise to come back that evening, so I was absolutely convinced we would meet Boaz by today, so I had prepared Ezzy. We packed their bags had supper at my mom and left them there to sleep over with the idea of them waking up in the morning and coming to meet their brother Boaz. When I was at the hospital the nurses did a test (whhhhhyyy the didn’t do this in the morning is beyond me 😭) but I obviously didn’t lose all my water or something and there is enough for Boaz to be happy for a bit longer so there was no need to induce labour. I had to phone Ezzy and tel him he wasn’t going to meet his brother in the morning and man was he heartbroken, he cried so much. 😭😭 So yes - this waiting game is not a joke haha but we will try embrace it and make the most of the time we have as a family of 4. 🎉❤️