38 minutes ago
I fcking hate myself
Yesterday I did so well, I've eating around 400 calories and workout in the morning and walked a lot through the day, also I was swimming in the noon to work everything off. And at night I didn't binge! I was so proud at myself, I only ate 2 salads without dressing. But never the last, today I totally fucked up I binged whole day long With no exercise, no purging no nothing. I'm fcking disgusted. Am at 2 hours fast atm almost 3 and tomorrow I won't eat until the evening, by then I'll just eat a salad and I'll drink a lot to get it out of my fcking body I don't have laxatives atm so I'm fucked. Also I'm going to workout as hell tomorrow. Ugh. I hate myself so much I just want to be skinny but my stupid boulimia always kicks in. I'm sick of it.
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