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🤪 Nice little cluster for you peeps! 🤪
So this month I'm getting ready to pull myself out of the "maybe if we don't try it'll happen" slump I've been in and come at this full force! 💪we've got new vits, new tests, waiting for our new lube & trying a new plan too.
The new vitamins are great! £3.99 and the best so far, they don't include folic acid so I just take that additionally.
The new tests are AMAZING. After 5 months of using the Onestep brand, I give in. There's a reason they are so cheap, they're SHIT. I used to go all in and buy 60 OPK and 30 HPT, that way if I felt the urge to test for either I could. Out of that many, I'd say less than half where maybe accurate. They're awful for indents, evaps and dye runs. Just an all around naff test, but GREAT for enabling that POAS addiction that we sometimes suffer from.
AF was a fucker this time around. She just would not leave! I think it was the BD keeping her here, the filthy animal. Not too painful, but definitely a weird one. She had my emotionals running wild, Hubby didn't know whether to cuddle me or hide in a cupboard. But hey ho, she's gone now and it's time to make a baby!
The new plan is just to get cosy as and when we feel like it, no set days, no shaking OPKs at him going "quick, I need sperm!" I'm still testing for the surge but less pressure on the sex side, for both of us.
Negative OPK but I can't wait to catch the surge and see how dark the line gets!
The love for this journey is coming back to me and I feel nothing but love and positivity, to myself and those around me. I'm staying strong and staying determined.
Sorry for the swearing 🙊
Much love ladies, sending that baby dust by the bucket full to all of you out there on this journey too. Stay strong you beautiful humans, we got this! ❤✨ ttc ttccommunity ttcsupport ttcuk ttcnumber1 ttcaftermiscarriage chasinourrainbow determined iwillbeamommy comeonlittlebub timetostartgrowing babydust positivity 1in4 dontstopconceiving strongerthanever